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I made the WORST first impression. I missed my first meeting with my supervisor. It wasn't on purpose, there was just a lot of mis-communication. Now... you would think that it wouldn't be that a big of a deal since it was the first week and all. Turns out, it was.
Something you should probably know about me, I have an irrational fear of people in authority. I would rather not speak to my teachers (I never ask questions- unless absolutely necessary), I feel uncomfortable having to talk to my boss (at Subway).
So here I was freaking out about missing my meeting, totally convinced I would have to repeat the unit- hating myself for not handling the situation better, when I paused and realized.. Am I more afraid of my supervisor or God?
She had authority, and yes- It could potentially set me back. But God has the ultimate authority. And it is Him that I should really look to in this situation. His authority. Ultimately He has the final say. And it is Him I should fear.
"In the fear of the LORD is strong confidence: and his children shall have a place of refuge." Proverbs 14:26
Thanks for the post Lydia. I'm not really "afraid" of people in authority...maybe except for my piano teacher back when I had lessons. The pressure to impress at a high level on demand, when you seem to have more to lose, is basically the reason. Making others disappointed in me makes me disappointed in myself. I like your bible verse at the end. It's very comforting.
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